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My Story...PTSD...not all disabilities are visible...
Sally Lou Love
My Mom, My Friend, Murdered 6-4-17
Violently stabbed to death 14 times, 20 wounds
She made the first 911 call
She was dead when they arrived
She was killed my her younger brother
He was on meth.
2nd degree Murder was the plea deal
I believe it was 1st degree. There was a fight witnessed. He told my mom t o "Just believe in God" Within the hour that person was notified my mom was dead. I do believe he went home and got the hunting knife and went back.
Lies and Betrayed
from family and prosecution, the justice system itself
Sentencing Hearing
only 1 family member from the Love side wrote a letter for the prosecution/ people were bullied into not sending in a statements.
The lies
told to us from the beginning,
they would not settle for the lighter side of sentencing
Betrayal
A close Family member I talked with every day sometimes for hours,
leading up to the hearing.
Went to that sentencing hearing. Had no opinion as to the sentencing
. Really only told the Judge what horrible people me and my other sister were.
Sentenced to 14 years
10 years was the lightest side of sentencing. He was sentenced to 12 years and 2 years for use of a deadly weapon
He took the stand
Everything he said under oath I do not believe was true.
He said he had gave my mom that knife. That my brother had given that to him. My brother JJ had committed suicide 8/25/10, my mom had several of his things setting on her tv cabinet. That put the knife at the scene of the crime.
Police reports
In just the 2 days before leaving for the sentencing hearing. we finally read the reports on his interrogation. Nothing he said on the stand resembled anything he said during the interrogation. It was then we realized they never found the murder weapon. How could they not? They both lived in a small trailer park with nothing but fields and a highway on all four sides. He didnt drive. He had laid down in the field to wait for them.
Sorry just the facts
As I started to write this.It was very emotional.
I decided to just give the bare bone facts.
The pain was overwhelming and sometimes hard to just breathe through it.
I attended a couple years of griefshare classes. I have come along way.
I still have many triggers. Many things my service dog helps me with PTSD and being able to function both with at home and work. Shock and trauma of sudden death is very hard. Sometimes it is the quiet times that are the worst, when my mind wonders there.
Seeking Help
I am seeking help from a psychiatrist. Our first visit is scheduled March 7, 2022
Maybe someday I will be able to share more..... Maybe someday it will be over..... when he is dead..... and unable to hurt anyone else. His release date is March 2031. Psalm 34:18
Vertigo
After several trips to Ugent Care I was dianosed with Vertigo.
The vertigo problem has gotten worst with my age. I do have medications now to help with dizziness. I sometimes can recognize the onset of vertigo effecting me. I try to be proactive to take medication when I know I will be doing an activity that might trigger it.
Vertigo Related Task
LouLu- will " Get Dad" when we are at home.
LouLu- does "Big Dog Bark" a loud Bark to alert Dan if we are out in public.
LouLu- can retrieve medical bag. Bag has medication and a small drink inside.
she can reconize the bag. can retrieve even from my purse
Meningioma Brain Tumors
2 Meningioma Tumors
Aug. 2022 An emergency visit and ct scan discover 2 Meningioma Brain tumors. Both are believed to be non cancerous
1st of 2 surgeries Dec 13, 2022
non cancerous
2nd Surgery Feb 7, 2023
non cancerous
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